Telling people how I feel has always been one of the hardest things for me to do.
A lot of it is due to my upbringing, but I have also really relied on training myself to get over things really quickly.
From being in a relationship I have learned balling up emotion is not right thing to do, and it’s better to just say what’s wrong. I have gotten a bit better in that regard.
To friends and regular people, it’s still a struggle to communicate, but at least today I found the strength to do it.
And I feel a lot better already.
I love some of my friends, but you don’t let them be sick on their birthday alone while going to another party. Major saltiness. Everyone is so selfish these days.
I always feel uncomfortable around my birthday.
I blame the beautiful book I read earlier this week. I miss the piano…if I were to start playing again I would become very frustrated with my out-of-shape fingers.
Everything will be okay.
Always be yourself.
The lesson that has brought the most wonderful people into my life.